hoo!

pilates skipping ropes and gym mats.

:’(

RIP Michael Jackson

5am

the title’s the time i actually fell asleep last night. hoh! i seriously have insomnia, i was so worried i went to wiki to check.

Patterns of insomnia

The pattern of insomnia often is related to the etiology.[7] Insomnia affects 1 in 3 people.
Onset insomnia – difficulty falling asleep at the beginning of the night, often associated with anxiety disorders.
Middle-of-the-Night Insomnia – Insomnia characterized by difficulty returning to sleep after awakening in the middle of the night or waking too early in the morning. Also referred to as nocturnal awakenings. Encompasses middle and terminal insomnia.

oh crappy. everytime i go to bed i think about TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD. i think about scout and atticus. D: its so hard for me to sleep when my mind is racing i mean literally RACING through work. its not helping me. i’m so tired at night and yet it wants to work. i dont know how to kill this sleep disorder.

going out today! hohoho! watching transformers. maybe i can have lots of fun and tire myself. (Y) then i wouldnt have such a bad night tonight. school is starting soon. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ciao!

rowanatkinson

rowan atkinson, he is one of my favourite celebrities. not really because he was a comedian who entertained me for most of my childhood, but mostly because he is a brilliant man. apparently, he graduated from oxford and everything. hahah! his interviews are rare, almost endangered! this is my favourite interview that i found on youtube. you should start watching it from 1:00. the first 59 seconds are rubbish. hahah speaking in Dutch. i love the way rowan speaks, the accent has a pretty nice ring to it. it is rather impressive how different he really is as a person to mr bean.

i think i would be quite excited to have a conversation with him, an interview. haha!

i feel quite awake now, not really tired or sleepy. and its past 1 o clock. something is WRONG! hahaha. last night i was mostly accompanied by my social studies and history books, however the history textbook has abandoned me tonight and i’m left with social studies! hahah.

• declining birthrate
  unattractive to MNCs
  defence
  aging population

hahaha. i spent my sunlight hours playing and watching disney movies like aladdin and beauty and the beast on youtube, but my nights are for mugging! (: aladdin scared me a little bit today. D: horrible! i dont really have any agenda for tomorrow, actually TODAY, considering the time now. my eyes are heavy but my mind is rather alert. dont really like this feeling!

peace!

owl

i am turning nocturnal. halp! hahaha! couldnt sleep last night, until 5:30. eek! i was going to bed at around 1130 actually, but i kept tossing and turning on the bed, it was rather uncomfortable. and so i decided to feed my brains with knowledge of humanities while it was still so alert. i actually didnt plan to sleep at all considering how i was supposed to wake up at 6 to send my father to the airport to shanghai again. but nevertheless, i got to bed. and MISSED THE AIRPORT TRIP. D: slept will 10, after which i had tuition which was alright. (:

i still want to go shopping. i love momoteapot’s dress. ADORE IT! hee! but i cant buy it since my mum doesnt like blogshops. sigh. maybe i shall get my own sewing machine and some cloth and make a duplicate. HOHOHO! it will be so fun! making pretty dresses and my own clothes!

i was actually counting on developing and printing my holga photos today! but no kodak shop! i’m really hesitant about going to fuji shops even tho they are EVERYWHERE! every corner every turn. FUJI FUJI FUJI FUJI FUJI FUJI FUJI FUJI! EEP! hahaha. i wonder how the film will turn out. I REALLY hope it doesnt come out all black like the first roll. :’( i was so sad!

peace! i’m going to fuji!~ heh.

liddis

to start things off: happy birthday lampity! (:

the title of this post makes no sense, but lets leave that aside. today has been alright, i’m losing faith in more ways than one but i guess i have to find a way to get it all back. i couldnt sleep last night, nothing but tossing and turning, my stomach lurching and plunging in the most uncomfortable of ways, not because i was hungry or aching in the guts, it was just, a queasy feeling in my system.

i realise i have nothing to reciprocate with.

i went shopping with my mum today at the new tampines mall. i think its called tampines one. it has a UNIQLO shop, which is very exciting. i have wanted to go shopping for a long time, and now’s the gss period which gives me more reason to. i love shopping, but i usually am too broke to do anything of such sort. besides, i’m not the kind who would run with desperate haste with my pulse thudding in my ears for a dress or outfit for that matter.

but nonetheless, i bought a top today, really counted on a dress – maybe some other time. i have been suffering from this intensed temptation to buy the dress from momoteapots.lj.com but i know how my mum disgusts and objects vehemently that i buy clothes online because of various reason which i do agree with.

i feel that my post sounds like a poem yet a riddle. why?

:D

today is happy day! heehee.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!

i like (:

flab away!

pop! haha, i went to prata house for prata breakfast this morning. YUMYUM! 2 plain pratas and LOTS OF SUGAR, my goodness. i am like this sugar consuming machine! D: must STOP! hahah i think i shall head to the kitchen to make myself a nice meal of toasted sugar bread. HEE!

i’m a sucker for sweets!

so yeah. i went to the gym today! TO LOSE SOME FLAB! hahah. i feel 25% lighter. LOL!!! but i was only there for like an hour, i spent half an hour on the threadmill. goodness gracious. hahah. (: i need to workout more! gymming makes me happy. hahah. happier than when i feel so depressed that i see myself growing sideways! i’m starting to read the 2nd book in the twilight saga trilogy thing. its not even a trilogy since there are so many sequels. hahah. but its nice! NEW MOON! the movie’s coming ou in november. HOORAH!

tmr’s a special day. HEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. hopes to go out!

rusty noses

hahah, yesterday was sentosa day! WHICH WAS A BLAST! yay yay yay! yesterday was so enormously fun. there are lots of photos on claudia’s blog, hahah which i have problems saving! D: so just head there to read through! hahah.

overall it was awesome. WHO KNEW CARLS JR WAS SO EXPENSIVE!? my gosh. hahah. madness. but it was alot REALLY ALOT of food, i couldnt finish even my burger let alone the fries and the free flow of drinks. i had a nice day, a lovely afternoon! yay! hahah. UFO machines for the win!

my ears are itchy, i cannot explain why, i guess there must be some bugs inside my ears having a home. haha. the holidays are official, i have 2 weeks of it. YAY! 14 days! + 3 to my first prelim paper. ppfftt! i think its english + ss. english… what shall i do with english. i think my languages are crap! hahah. I MUST FIND A WAY TO IMPROVE!

ciao!

embrace

i still dont know when father’s day is. hahah always thought it was the 2nd sunday of June, but apparently not. hahah, had kind of this survey today on when father’s day was.

40% – this sunday

40% – next sunday

20% – father’s day is over

hahahah! well actually i was REALLY very certain it was this sunday, and the only people who begged to differ were huafei jason and guancheng, so i figured their father’s day must have fallen on the chinese calendar or SOMETHING. haha, but not i am 80% sure that father’s day is NEXT SUNDAY. ppfftt. hahah.

today is the second last day of school, which means tmr is the last day. hahah hooray! well… not really last day of school per say, last day of the school to the JUNE holidays only. the booster from adamkhoo’s camp didnt really motivate me at all. D: i’m quite disappointed! we just spend half an hour doing a timetable for our next 4 months of study.

i dont mean to be skeptical but i dont think it’ll be effective

or followed

its so hard to stick to timetables, sticking to a schedule. right? hahah, so yeah, i’m quite glad anyway that the holidays are drawing near, 2 weeks of that intensive programme has been dreadful. timedpractice timedpractice timedpractice. i guess i can see where they’re coming from, its good for us and all. hahah, oh well… (:

hang on!